Happy Death Day

So, today is the day. The day my brother took his own life. He hung himself on his bed, with a computer lead. Does it affect me? Everyday. It's not something that just passes. It eases; the pain. He called me on the wednesday and asked to move in. Come the sunday I was sat … Continue reading Happy Death Day


First Secret!

So first off let me say how thrilled I am to have my first message in. As this is a secret I have promised to keep it anonymous but thank you for your input and please message me some more. Hey Freckles, I love your blog, it really speaks to me you're so straight to … Continue reading First Secret!


8697 days. Breathing, eating, sleeping but not really living. 23 years of wasted life. Don't get me wrong I have some awesome memories. In the grand scheme of things however I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me. I mean when you think of all there is to see, to make, to try … Continue reading Awakening.