So first off let me say how thrilled I am to have my first message in. As this is a secret I have promised to keep it anonymous but thank you for your input and please message me some more. Hey Freckles, I love your blog, it really speaks to me you're so straight to … Continue reading First Secret!
When I close my eyes I see you, Smiling like the child you were, Until away death did steal you Gone in a dark blur. I try to put you in a safe, Locked up in my mind, So you could be a child again, Somewhere death can't find. But thoughts escape, Torment my brain, … Continue reading Sometimes.
How do people have so much to say, Everything's just noise to me, All the sounds I hear all day, Rarely anything to reply, Depression is like white noise you see. Have you heard it?
So this is my first Daily Prompt: Tremble. I wasn't going to do it but I thought hey why not. Apparently you should always go with your gut so, let's talk about sex baby. I'm not shy in talking about sex recently I'm becoming more shy in the actual bed, buts that's a self-esteem issue. … Continue reading Tremble
Well, I was sitting, waiting, wishing I could get a job and earn some money. It's not even all about money. I need a purpose. I feel awfully flat; and fat. The jobs I've seen fall into a few categories. Firstly: Stupid. I'm not going to apply for a job that pays me nothing as … Continue reading Sitting, Waiting, Wishing.
Music. It calms and excites. It can change the way you feel. If anyone reads my blog they may notice certain phrases that are familiar. I think in lyrics. Does anybody else do that? I don't mean every sentence I think is lyrical. Just seventy percent of my thoughts have a lyrical reference or remind … Continue reading Wax Lyrical.
"Always borrow money from a pessimist, he will never expect it back." Oscar Wilde "My therapist told me the way to achieve true inner peace is to finish what I start. So far I’ve finished two bags of M&Ms and a chocolate cake. I feel better already." Dave Barry "I asked God for a bike, … Continue reading Things I wish I’d said.
Sometimes there are days that are not really worthy of being days at all. Sometimes you have days you would rather forget and sometimes, if you're lucky, you get a day that is just so sublime you wish it would last forever. Naturally it doesn't, every day is by the rule only 24 hours long, … Continue reading When we were young.
I hate celebrities. Obviously not all of them individually, more the status. No I am not jealous, I just think for people to have that much money and influence is disgusting. Lets take for instance the top paid celebrities in 2016 Taylor swift : As much as her music is catchy and she seems sweet … Continue reading Celebrities.
I don't know why I do it, but I over think EVERYTHING. It's habit that is becoming more and more prominent in today's society. Personally I think it may be down to the media. When I'm stoned though I feel level-headed. Everything seems to switch back into proportion like it's my Anti-depressant. I know MJ is … Continue reading In the mind of a stoner.