I’m coming apart at the seams.

Please just let me go. I started a new job which I thought was good. It's a training program so I learn and earn. It's at a pub. I liked the first day or two. The location itself is now tainted . I can't go there without hyperventilating. I think I am genuinely insane. My … Continue reading I’m coming apart at the seams.

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Nobody likes you when your 23.

So I am almost 24. However I don't think this will bring me more friends. I seem to be unlovable. I honestly don't know if it's me  or if it's just the people I mix with. Obviously people drift away over the years. I was homeschooled so I didn't make any friends during high school … Continue reading Nobody likes you when your 23.

Centered

via Daily Prompt: Center Today I am the exact opposite of centered. I feel like shit. I woke up okay. Then life hit. Do you ever have days so unexplainabley bad that you think you are genuinely going insane? I feel like that today. Nothing was different. No new bad luck had been put upon … Continue reading Centered

Awakening.

8697 days. Breathing, eating, sleeping but not really living. 23 years of wasted life. Don't get me wrong I have some awesome memories. In the grand scheme of things however I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me. I mean when you think of all there is to see, to make, to try … Continue reading Awakening.